...Who knew I’d actually get the job?!

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I do believe however, that everything happens for a reason. Because of that one career move, I’ve seen myself go through some major highs and lows, and then come out the other side, a little older, (ok, well, a lot older!), a little wiser, and armed with the many tools that I can now share through video’s, blog posts and one to one’s with my clients. So in that respect, it was a good thing, but it took me a good many years to get where I am now; on track with my career and life purpose with integrity and peace of mind.

 

I settled in to the bank work but where it became tricky for me was when I felt my values were being compromised, although at the time I didn’t realise that this was the pain I was feeling.

 

The way the banks operated changed, and the shift for me was quite palpable, it moved from what I would call true service to what the Banks in those days called ‘Sales’.

 

It became all about how much we could ‘sell’ to the customer. We had 'sales targets', and looking back that was the point where a part of me died. 

 

I went on the courses, I learned to sell, and, like the others I could and did sell, but it felt inauthentic.

 

I remember saying “But surely if the customers want it they will just buy it themselves”… but apparently the customers, we were told, weren’t able to decide what was right for them by themselves and our job was to 'help' them understand.

 

I went on a downward spiral and my energy became incredibly low. 

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"With each sale I made to the customer I felt as though I was selling a piece of my soul". 

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Fast forward a few years and I was made redundant. 

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I went on new courses, more aligned with who I was as a person, Psychology & Spiritual Development, understanding Numerology & Universal Laws, learning Reiki, Tarot, Mediumship, Coaching, Counselling and on and on…

 

Learning more and more about myself, my mindset the subconscious, and how to change my old outdated beliefs. 

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With each year that passed I was delving more and more into my spiritual side, and I was gradually beginning to understand the patterns in my life and uncover the limiting beliefs that I'd been holding on to. 

 

Slowly, bit by bit I put my life back together, and got back on track.

 

I'd been given my grandmothers Tarot Cards (see pic below) many years before, so instead of doing readings for just friends and family, I began to work for myself giving Tarot Readings professionally helping people and guiding them with their lives. 

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It felt authentic. It felt right.

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​It was in line with my true values of service and my life changed. I became happier, more content and much healthier.